just been through the same situation my friend its not easy . but remember their always with us spiritually . continue living it will be good therapy for you and believe we will all be back together someday with our loved ones . thats how i deal with it .
I lost my 15 year old daughter last November to a drunk driver. I was devastated and just typing this is really hard but if it weren't for my family and my gardening and peppers I would still be drowning in grief.