Hey guys, I hope I'm not bothering anyone, just thought blowing off some steam as I've had a tough time lately. It started with me hating what I do, so I switched jobs. Then I had some personal problems that led me to financial problems. Then I got seriously hurt which prevented me from doing my job, and like that's not enough, the doctors found some other things wrong with me that might get me laid off if I don't fully recover (which is a miracle). My superior commander is on a mission of getting rid of me as it is, and that sucks because this is the best job I've ever had. My dad had health problems for ages, but now it's getting seriously worse. Both of my parents are acting like idiots most of the time and we don't speak much to each other. On top of that I've been having some bad social experience lately due to my special circumstances. Basically I'm injured, sick, broke and lonely, with endless personal issues and on my way to become unemployed. This, my friends, is possibly the worst I've ever been in. now I'm not going to just whine of how bad it is, I'm also thinking of ways to get out of this bad place. First I'm doing all I can to get better, even though I will only start rehabilitation months from now. Due to the special nature of my unit, we work with many similar units from different corps, arms and even different countries. As of now I've got a job offering from every sister-unit in the IDF (not that there are much, but yes) and they are all offering at least twice as much pay. With my ranks I can only do so many jobs, so I'll probably do the same I do here, elsewhere. I even got a job offering from a different type of unit which is basically one of a kind in the IDF, so that's interesting and I'll consider it. I'll do my best having some more "me time" and try to save my non-existent personal life. Even my plants started dying off since I can't really take care of them the right way lately. I can't really make health issues go away, so I'll just pray it'll get better. Even though it's hard for me, I'll try to get better along with the folks. The rest of the problems will eventually go away (I hope), so that's ok. To sum it all up, I currently hate my life, but will do all in my power to fix it.
Thanks for listening.
Thanks for listening.