Dealing w the death of a woman who was like second mother in my earlier years. Brings me back to last year when I lost my mom. Found it was easier to look at everyone else's stuff than to deal with my own feelings and whatnot. With her passing 2 weeks ago, I , 2 days ago, found myself isolating internally again and picking apart others which leads to outward unmanageability, anger fear and self centeredness.
So, this week, I'm working on actively being a part of my own life and my own feelings. Treating the ones I love better and not worse ( as it's easier to take my stuff out on the ones closest to me.)
Don't worry though, the next chapter will have blackjack and hookers
So, this week, I'm working on actively being a part of my own life and my own feelings. Treating the ones I love better and not worse ( as it's easier to take my stuff out on the ones closest to me.)
Don't worry though, the next chapter will have blackjack and hookers