Wow a few years back now, maybe 7 years, I was working as a job coach and one of our sites was a "farm;" really more like a big garden than a farm, but we were only growing food using quasi-organic methods and we had access to a decent-sized greenhouse and a spooky old farmhouse for restroom needs and basic kitchen appliances. I didn't know much about growing plants, but the other job coach did. I knew more about job coaching and supporting the clients. But, whatever.
We grew a lot of different stuff, but some of the most fascinating ones, for me, were the chiles. Both years that I was helping with the farm site, we grew Bells, Jalapeños, Serranos, and Hungarian wax peppers. We didn't have much luck with the Bells; I can't even guess why, but the others grew like weeds and I started getting into eating them and cooking with them and stuff like that. Prior, I was a complete wuss about heat and I thought I was badass but I'm embarrassed by how pathetic I was....
So, that put me down the road towards trying to cook with more heat, and my other job was at a cafe (which was also a job site for ppl with special needs, plus it was a real functioning cafe. The Farm wasn't a real farm, at least in regards to the fact that it didn't produce anything commercially, and no one depended on it to survive.) I started bringing more and more recipes onto the menu that involved chiles. . .and I fixed the gawdawful veggie chili recipe and replaced it with something decent. I started making a few varieties of hot sauce in-house, and we sold them by the point and kept some in ketchup bottles for customers to squirt on their eggs and sandwiches. I got into ordering dried pods and flakes/powders online and, as I fell more and more in love with the chiles' flavor, my tolerance to heat increased.
One day, a friend of mine dropped some orange Habs off at the café and told me that he had grown millions of them and he hoped I could do something with them. I'd had Habs and Scotch Bonnets a looooong time ago, and I was terrified to mess with them again, as they had totally kicked my ass in the past. But I felt a little more confident now, so I made a Habanero, Egg & Cheese sandwich to get a sense of what the flavor was like.
Long story slightly shorter, the Hab and egg sandwich kicked my ass hard all over again, but not too much before I got a taste of that skanky chinense skunk. I hadn't noticed it all those years ago when I tried to cook with Bonnets, bc I was actually dying from the heat then, but when I tried that Hab in that sandwich, it drove me wild. I ended up making a sauce with the rest of the Habs. When that was gone (it went quick), I bought Habs at the local mercado, but I was disappointed with the condition the pods were in. The Habs at the gringo supermarkets were just as bad, and 4 times the price. I realized I needed to grow these things...
I'd already been on THP, just lurking and stealing ideas for sauce recipes. I started digging into the growing content, and I became obsessed. And, as I saw pics of all these esoteric chile varieties, I knew this was a hobby I'd have to fuck with. That was maybe 3 years ago. Too late to grow that season, but I became a registered user, ordered some SFRBs, and got plenty of excellent advice. Same time, I ended up moving from an apartment to a house, in a town with a community garden. 2017 was my first year growing. 2019 will be my third. I'll be amazed if anyone reads this far, but the summary: I have been growing for two years, and I started doing it bc of a chinense fixation, and a desire to obtain fresher pods and more varied strains for cooking. That has worked out 100% but i wanna add that I have kept on growing for some other unintended reasons: the plants themselves relax me, and I've met a lot of great ppl thru gardening... Folks on THP and other online communities, folks at the community gardens, and other local growers who are just awesome ppl.
Sorry to write such a huge novel. I'm just freaking out about my grow this year, and this thread has been therapeutic for me. Chilled me out a bit.
Thanks.