Wife sent goats and pig to live with friends because I can not take care of them for a bit. Its not that wife wont, there is a broken fence line, happens when ever I am gone. Wife knew I would be out fixing it if the critters were here. I miss them horribly. Used to be if I were sick and sad, I would go play with my billy goat. An animal that could gut me in a heart beat, full rack of horns, but wouldnt cause he cares for me. Hard feeling to explain.
Also missing is my mother, whom we lost a couple weeks ago. She was so cantankerous to home care nurses that she got our address put on a list of places home care would not service. No shit, she once nearly hit one with a walker.
So here I sit waiting for my new home care nurse. Was one of the agreements to get out the hospital even though my white blood cell count is still too high. Kind of like getting out of prison but you are still on parole. Thing is, it seems so boring. No pig to eat their tires or goats to scare the crap out of them. My bed is by a window in the living room. Window is to a fenced in area, last time nurse was doing something to me and goat jumped up on the window. Scared her to death.
It is far too early for containers to be outside, so no jungle to fight on the front porch or car port. Just a normal home care visit. I feel so fucking boring.
Also missing is my mother, whom we lost a couple weeks ago. She was so cantankerous to home care nurses that she got our address put on a list of places home care would not service. No shit, she once nearly hit one with a walker.
So here I sit waiting for my new home care nurse. Was one of the agreements to get out the hospital even though my white blood cell count is still too high. Kind of like getting out of prison but you are still on parole. Thing is, it seems so boring. No pig to eat their tires or goats to scare the crap out of them. My bed is by a window in the living room. Window is to a fenced in area, last time nurse was doing something to me and goat jumped up on the window. Scared her to death.
It is far too early for containers to be outside, so no jungle to fight on the front porch or car port. Just a normal home care visit. I feel so fucking boring.
I know the feeling just sitting around board sick of bieng in pain sick of pain killer fog just want to get back in the Game!! Feel Better My Brother!!! Great to see ya posting again 
