Good luck. I haven't messed with the stuff in 20 years, but even back then it was a lot of strychnine, with good pure stuff being once in a blue moon find. I can't imagine how much the stuff has been polluted by now.
As a disclaimer, I just don't think there's any way I could enjoy that these days... I'd feel too guilty and paranoid to be able to let it go. Bad trip, for sure.
As far as the nanny state, we live in a country that has become so pussified that the Boy Scouts banned water gun fights because they're "unkind"... "kind people don't point guns of any kind at each other", they say. They can still have water balloon fights, but they can't cal them grenades and they can't be any bigger than a ping pong ball.
We have to ask ourselves if this is the society we really want. Imagine what happens when these pansies succeed at indoctrinating everyone, then there's nobody left with the guts, balls, glory, honor, character, call it what you will... to join the military. Goodbye America.