Virgil, you just expanded 'it' that we get. I am a blacksmith / knife maker and love working with discards. I do not do nearly enough because the type of things I like to do don't generate the dollars per hour I need. But want to share so you know I get it.
Tempest Smith Sword - Fund raiser auction donation. Young girl committed suicide. Her diary indicated it was because she felt she had been thrown away. Blade was broken leaf spring, guard was silver from spoons found at thrift stores, hilt was ebony left over from musical instrument production.
Bicycle knife - Friend's teen was shot and died by one of his friends while goofing around. He loved his bicycle chain went into the forging of a pattern welded blade, became part of the blade itself. Hilt used part of the bicycle handle / grip. Looked just weird enough someone could tell it was made from a bicycle.
My own Bowie - Blade is carbon steel mixed with the timing chain off my Chevy Blazer.
My biggest problem is remaining focused on one thing so I dont screw up other things. I liken it to guys who cheat on their wives but still love their wives. They just can't keep their dicks in their pants. I just can't stay focused on one form of creativity.Â
Disclaimer: Not saying I am particularly good at any one of the things I wind up doing.