Well as most of you know, I have been MIA for a good part of 12 months, dropping in here and there to say Hi but that's about it.......
Lots of things were the cause of my absence and I won't bore you to tears with them all, but 2 reasons in particular sent me over the edge into a dark nasty little hole of depression and all sorts of other lovely things. Each thing on it's own is a massive life changer and I had both smack me at once and I choose to handle it by going aaaaaaaarrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhh for about 10 months and also by eating and eating and eating!!!!
Well I crawled out of my hole a few months back and the sun was still shinning lol. I got about myself and got my life back on track. the main change was my weight. In March this year I was far to over weight and was having heart problems, so I went to the Doctor and was told I was a heart attack waiting to happen if I didn't change my ways.............Well I did haha
These Pics were taken the afternoon I came home from the doctors 22nd March 2011 and I was 85kg (about 20kg over weight for my height).
This one was taken around the same time at a friends house and put on facebook which made me really take a long hard look at myself
Lots of things were the cause of my absence and I won't bore you to tears with them all, but 2 reasons in particular sent me over the edge into a dark nasty little hole of depression and all sorts of other lovely things. Each thing on it's own is a massive life changer and I had both smack me at once and I choose to handle it by going aaaaaaaarrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhh for about 10 months and also by eating and eating and eating!!!!
Well I crawled out of my hole a few months back and the sun was still shinning lol. I got about myself and got my life back on track. the main change was my weight. In March this year I was far to over weight and was having heart problems, so I went to the Doctor and was told I was a heart attack waiting to happen if I didn't change my ways.............Well I did haha
These Pics were taken the afternoon I came home from the doctors 22nd March 2011 and I was 85kg (about 20kg over weight for my height).
This one was taken around the same time at a friends house and put on facebook which made me really take a long hard look at myself