I'm just seeing this now... to be honest I've been away from the forum quite a bit but I always came back here and there, mostly to say what's up to GIP. I'd been trying to check in on him intermittenly throughout the summer, and just saw this. I know I don't have the right words at the moment, but GIP was someone I could talk to about anything... He was like a brother. Rough times and fun times we used to chat about it all, sometimes we'd chat until the early hours of the morning. When I was in a slump he'd give me a cooking challege or send me a husky meme. He had an infectious way of being optimistic. He was incredibly caring and always trying to do what he could for others, especially his friends here. I'd popped on here mid september after not hearing back from him in a while and it looked like his account had recently been active so I took it as a sign he was ok, but maybe just dealing with things... I'm devestated. I grew seeds from peppers he sent me this year, and in true GIP fashion I think it would only be fitting to share the love, so anyone that wants some seeds from the sugar rush cream peppers I grew this year let me know and I will start mailing them out. Godspeed GIP, give Bowie a high five for me. <3