Every time my wife sees me dealing with the after effects of pepper intake, she asks me why I continue to torture myself. In the past I'd just wipe the tears out of my eyes, smile at her through the pain and mumble something like "but it's so good". She just doesn't get my penchant for peppers.
Tonight, I dove in to a sauce that I augmented quite heavily with pepper extract. This was my first run in with it and I now realize that I overserved myself. Needless to say, I couldn't taste the chicken and the hot pit in my stomach nearly made me horf it back up.
After some hovering over the sink and some aimless wandering around the kitchen, stopping now and then for a sip of something cool, I felt the first bit of relief. Looking at my wife through teared up eyes, sweat running down my face, I hear it again. "Why do you keep torturing yourself?"
Being a pepper junkie, I know what effect capsaicin has on the body. I enjoy the endorphin rush and feel most at ease basking in the afterglow. But, is that it?
How do you explain this practice to those folks who don't imbibe?
Do you even try?
I'm glad to have found this forum. There are no pepperheads in my immediate circle of friends. Here I am one of many.
Tonight, I dove in to a sauce that I augmented quite heavily with pepper extract. This was my first run in with it and I now realize that I overserved myself. Needless to say, I couldn't taste the chicken and the hot pit in my stomach nearly made me horf it back up.
After some hovering over the sink and some aimless wandering around the kitchen, stopping now and then for a sip of something cool, I felt the first bit of relief. Looking at my wife through teared up eyes, sweat running down my face, I hear it again. "Why do you keep torturing yourself?"
Being a pepper junkie, I know what effect capsaicin has on the body. I enjoy the endorphin rush and feel most at ease basking in the afterglow. But, is that it?
How do you explain this practice to those folks who don't imbibe?
Do you even try?
I'm glad to have found this forum. There are no pepperheads in my immediate circle of friends. Here I am one of many.