Man, it's true that the addiction never leaves you. I was a smoker for 9 years, got to a pack and a half at one point, even caughed up blood on two occasions. I quit smoking, cold turkey (after trying so hard many times before, with the patch, the gum, everything) on December 24, 2003 and have only had a puff once after that.
In 5 years, I've still had to battle the cravings for a smoke. I was just sitting here at work and I though about how I used to carry a hard pack of smokes in my jeans or shirt pocket and them BAM! I now want a cigarette!
Of corse, I'm going to stay strong and not smoke. But boy, talk about screwing myself into a life long addiction battle. Sorry for the rant, had to vent.
In 5 years, I've still had to battle the cravings for a smoke. I was just sitting here at work and I though about how I used to carry a hard pack of smokes in my jeans or shirt pocket and them BAM! I now want a cigarette!
Of corse, I'm going to stay strong and not smoke. But boy, talk about screwing myself into a life long addiction battle. Sorry for the rant, had to vent.